It’s been a memorable 3 years here at Pumpkin Patch. I’ve learned quite a lot throughout the years and met several admirable individuals, who have inspired me to move forward and to give my very best at whatever I undertake. I’m glad that I have accomplished one of my greatest goals here, being able to speak to people because I was always afraid. I’m definitely not the same Stephanie I once was when I first started working here. Pumpkin Patch has not only given me the experience in retail, but how to be a brave individual. The hardest part isn’t leaving the place itself, but all the wonderful people I’ve practically grew up with. Thanks Kim, Matt, Jenny, Courtney, Veronica, Bryan, Shanice, Diana, Jennifer and the two Nicoles for being such great colleagues. You guys made every day , a day to remember. I had a wonderful experience here with you guys, but I think it’s time for me to find a greater challenge somewhere else. I will never forget such a great team ! Thanks so much for everything and I hope you all the best. - Much love, Stephanie Mariah Hassan
Quit coming into my life if your not going to be apart of it. It irritates the shit out of me how it’s so simple for you to just come and then leave like its nothing.
Thank you
I’ll take that as a lesson learned.
I haven’t blogged in a long time
So I’m going to do a little updates. Mhm, its pretty sad to know that I have drifted away from a few close ones and that I don’t even take the initiative to do something about it. I most of all miss C and I hope that things will go back to the way it was. I really want 2011 to be whole different year because 2010 wasn’t just there for me.
Halloween Night
was good. I love just chilling with the cousins and sisters. Moments with them are the greatest, even just sitting in mcdonalds for hours just talking and laughing. Getting chased by car wasn’t so bad at all. Suprised none of us got egged. Mhm, wasn’t a halloween I expected though. Maybe next year, everyone would be down to go somewhere far.
Anyways, I feel so moody nowadays..
I like
how things just go away on its own. Less weight put to it.
My weakness
I realize that my weakness is that I always doubt myself. I always have a mind set that I can’t do this or I won’t ever be that good. This is something I really need to work on because carrying those negative thoughts won’t get me where I want to be. Staying positive is always good.
10/08/10 GIRLS NIGHT OUT.
Our night started out eating at Pasta Pormadora in Santana Row. The food was good, but not too satifying. We took some pictures then, after we went to karokee after a long ass time being undecisive of where we wanted to go. haha. We need more nights like these !!
Mhm, anyways I’m pretty tired of it all. Things just go back and forth with yu and it just aint getting neither of us anywhere. Yu gals were right.
Interview at Armani Exchange
It went smooth, but I doubt I got the job. The people are so competitive. I been at Pumpkin Patch for too long and I think it would be nice I surround myself with adult clothing for a change.
“Maybe we were moving just a little too fast. But what we done we cant take it back. Now im sitting here half way crazy cause I know he still thinks about me too. And theres no way in hell that I can be just friends with you and I wish we never did it.”
“Maybe we were moving just a little too fast. But what we done we cant take it back. Now im sitting here half way crazy cause I know he still thinks about me too. And theres no way in hell that I can be just friends with you and I wish we never did it.”
Don’t even try saying you feel bad
Because I know for a fact you dont. If you did in the first place you would have told me from the start, not now when we got everything straightened out. I want this to be a memorable time for us all, but since your the only one thats not going, your going to miss out. Its not even about the money or about the drive there. Think about it. I don’t want to go over this again. I’m tired of it.
On another note, my minds going crazy.
Watch when shit gets to you again. Don’t come running back because I’ma make sure the doors are closed.
I’ll remember what you said.
There is no other meaning to it. It came out straight forward and bold.
Sorry if I hurt your feelings yesterday on telling you the truth. It’s just wrong for you to be doing these things when you already have a girl. We can still be friends if you’d like. &Unless you’re completely done with her, please do not come back to me as a rebound. Do you guys see what I mean when I say I’m too nice? I end up getting taken advantage of.
